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2022.01.21 21:15 monumentalmess Lost my sense of belonging

I don't like posting about my troubles, especially on reddit. But the islamic figures of support I have in my life are family. I don't want everything I say to be known amongst family. And my counsellor is white and isn't muslim, so wouldn't know how to respond to some of these things because she can't understand the feeling. To my friends, I am the "therapist friend", I know what to do... they aren't so good at doing the same thing (but they are good, loving friends with taqwa, allahuma barik lahum). So I refrain from talking about these things to anyone.
This, and the rest of my posts, are essentially anonymous because no one can really find out who I am unless they go to great lengths to do so. I don't really know why I'm explaining myself like this. I guess it's because it's not my first time posting about things that trouble me. And I don't want to be the person who comes to reddit for advice. I use it as a last resort I guess. Or a second to my own research and knowledge. Or a platform to understand various perspectives.
I wish I could be the person that could rely on Allah swt 100% and not need someone else to talk to about things. But I am not. I have tawakkul. I know that relief is soon, I know that this pain is minimal, especially compared to what I have been through in the past 4 years of my life and compared to what others are experiencing. I have trust in the qadr of Allah. I know Allah has blessed me with so much even when I don't deserve it. And I am grateful for it.
I feel I have outgrown my environment. The people I'm surrouded with are majority non-muslims or muslims that don't practise so much. 3 of my friends are practising muslims and we encourage each other to do our best and avoid haram. The people above me (professionally, my superiors) are non-muslims. And I don't feel like I belong here anymore. I was savouring my days here in late 2021 thinking 'one day I'll miss the simplicity of being here, I'll miss these days' but now I feel impatient. I want to leave. I am counting down the days until I will leave. I want to be in an environment where people encourage me to do my best to please Allah swt. Others they don't understand why I prefer to dress in loose, larger clothing. Their conversations are often about things that are haram. It's a place that I feel like stirs so much fitnah and I hate being here. One year ago I would've called this place a blessing, as it gave me my friends and possibly kept me from going down a bad route. But now I just want to move on. I want to be surrounding by muslims who are practising and have taqwa. I hate being here so much it makes me immensely sad. I feel like I'm being held back. I just want to be with people who are close to Allah swt. And I don't like "hating" to be here because I know I should count my blessings and say Alhamdulillah and be grateful for everything He has provided me with. But I just want to be with people who I feel comfortable with. I feel so out of place.
I am not really sure what to do with this. I know it will be over in 6 months or less. It suddenly feels increasingly worse. Although I have good friends, I still feel lonely. Because most of the people around me aren't on the same path I am. I just need to be patient. I am joining a sanatain course soon Insha'Allah, so I will regularly be in an environment with other muslims. I just pray that Allah provides me with companions that are close to Him, in the next stages of my life Insha'Allah. I dont want to be led astray. And I want to feel actively supported and encouraged to be muslim. I don't want to be discouraged. I just want to be near people who love Allah. My soul, my قلب feels strained.
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2022.01.21 21:15 WB4P Is there any way for me (19F) to rekindle my relationship with my ex? (23M)

Hi everyone.
My relationship fizzled out after a year. To be honest, it was mostly my fault. I kept igniting arguments, lessening affection and my response times to texts were bad. We both slowly cut it off and grew apart.
Now that we’re at a stage where we are both considered ‘single’, I feel really upset with myself. I can differentiate between times I blame myself out of irrationality and times I blame myself because it’s my fault, and this is my fault. I have asked him whether or not he would consider a relationship in the future to which he said maybe. He said he is too busy for a relationship and that the distance isn’t great (two hours by train, and I have an anxiety disorder so he normally travels to me).
Is there any way to ‘woo’ him again? We speak over the phone daily and we are in good terms. I am intending on travelling to his house which I think could prove that I care about him still, since travelling is a hard thing for me due to my anxiety.
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2022.01.21 21:15 SFLflan No cap an Album called „the college reunion“ with drake and jay-z on it would be wilding🖤

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2022.01.21 21:15 dog__father my girlfriend described runescape as "all you do is spin the camera and google something on the wiki"

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2022.01.21 21:15 Bozer4 The government shouldn’t be responsible for controlling the opioid epidemic.

Every human being has the ability to choose . The choices we make in life lead us to where we go. If people choose to abuse opioids and die from them, it is their own damn fault. People like me who have had multiple orthopedic surgeries get punished because the government is now strictly regulating opioids. Now many of us are unable to get the pills that would help us to function normally. Many of us get punished because of the others and now we have to suffer for their mistakes. If a person chooses to be a junkie and dies from drugs that is their choice. I’ve chosen to use these drugs responsibly to manage my pain. They use to pills to get high and enjoy the feeling that comes along with it. These people make my life more difficult and have made the stigma around painkillers terrible. I’m tired of suffering because of what other people do.
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2022.01.21 21:15 movieguy2004 Not mine. Saw it on r/ConservativeMemes. Definitely some Facebook energy but still pretty funny I think. Link to the original in the comments.

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2022.01.21 21:15 richardcrack Land Listeners

Whistling winds
Weave whispers
Only land-listeners
Can hear

Their thickening air
And their festering dread
Warn land-listeners
Of what is ahead

Soil and sand promise to rise
But only them,
The land-listeners,
Know at what time

Discussions to help
Drowned out by choir
That land-listener leaders
Purposefully inspire

Now rumblings of earth
Tear what’s above
But land-listeners stay safe
Below danger thereof

Rumored clouds
Of ashen snow
Tell stories of old
Land-listeners well know

At the break of spring
And a trip upside
‘Twas only land-listeners left
Of those who breathed

Now nature kept quiet
Withheld its knowledge
And land-listeners heard
Wind whispers no longer


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2022.01.21 21:15 WesternAF Trikafta, Alcohol and pain

Just wondering if anyone here has a new discovered pain in the upper right abdomen upon drinking alcohol?
This has been a long time coming now since I started Trikafta last year. Whereas before I used to be able to get through a few pints with no problem. Now I have 1 pint of Guinness and the pain is unbearable.
It started off by being a light itching feeling in this point, a little scratchy which was irritating. Now after a drink maybe 1/2 hour later is very bloated, like there’s a balloon inflating in my pancreas/liver, then can be a very sharp pain, like I can feel something secreting at times as well.
I’ve checked with an MRI, liver gallbladder are fine. No gallstones.
Anyone else have this?
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2022.01.21 21:15 epo2007 lack of parental leave / low wages in the U.S. seems so nefarious to me.

the fact that in this country your ability to fully support a child in this country is limited by income, status and location seems like a form of eugenics to me when I really think about it, and it it makes me sick.
We are one of the only first world countries that makes it difficult to have homes and families, to the point where it almost seems purposeful.
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